i don't want to go back there again.
i'm tired of it.
can i just say no and keep my distance?
can i just avoid and not face it at all.
i am afraid.
i have fears.
i don't to be hurt again.
i don't want to live that zombie life again.
but i love you no matter what.
but i'm just afraid.
i am sorry.
i'm staying away.
