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Thursday, February 15, 2007

Another re-entry...

Once again, i'm back to the world of blogging. Before the riot at parliament house, demanding my return, gets out of hand, i decided that i should ease all tension and get back to business.

It's been a long 2 months of busy-ness and lots of things have happened. From shifting to finishing up my graduation paper, every thing that happen allow me to see how big God is in my life.

Now... for that moment of "truth"

The last post that i had was 9 Dec and it was talking about how God spoke to me about serving. Since then, it has been an roller coaster ride for me. Many things happened and i realized that many times, you want to be that perfect person but somehow something will happen and you won't be perfect anymore. Many times, in serving, you always want to be a perfect leader, perfect in everything, nothing to repent of, nothing to deal with but i realized in the last two months that God is not looking for that kind of leader. The leader that i know God is looking for is someone who is definitely not perfect, broken before Him, always repenting of the things that the Holy Spirit convict of, ready to not look good. In the end, it's not about be a perfect leader, it's about being a broken leader that is willing to lay down everything, including his own life, for God's will. I'm asking God to constantly break me and show me the way to walk. So, don't look to be a perfect leader, look to be a broken one.

Finally my graduation project is over! Time to look for a job and start earning some "yusoff ishak". Still waiting for some replies. oh well, i'm just laying this down in God's hands and allowing Him to bring me to the right place. Well, i believe that even when you're out in the world working, He can still use you to be His light and shine. Even if you're just doing a part-time job, you are entitled to shining for Him. So take hold of the opportunities that God have placed in your hands. Don't waste it.

Since it's valentines' day , i want to take this opportunity to wish everyone who is reading this post a "Happy Valentines' Day!". For all those who is attached, i pray that God had given you a romantic valentines' day outing with your other half, and for those who are not (like myself) don't be sad and always look on the bright side! Imagine having to pay ridiculous price for that bouquet of flowers! you would have rather spend that money on yourself. wahaha!

Alright, i guess this is the end of my "return post". I will try to update as often as possible. Hope you guys enjoy reading this post. Good day and see ya mates!