went to school in the morning and saw our newest addition to the school. mr lionel ngooi! hahaha... second day in school and i guess it was exciting as well as a new chapter in his life. way to go bro... press on! HMC class was normal except that it came with a quiz after the break. haha! need to study and read more man! haha! TPSW class is much more interesting and enriching. as usual, the reactions of wolverine always amuses me...
left class early and went out to town with jiewei, gerlynn, jj, rasul and cass to chill. went to apple store @ cine first to send jj's ipod in for repair but was told that it can't be done. oh well... apple's fast moving product invention is just killing lots of old products. haha... anyway, they saw a pretty girl and it's jj new iGirl! haha... one of the girls working at the counter of the apple store.
went down to NYDC heeren and chilled there. diana, nicole ad william came along to join us there. spent like 1 hour there talking and laughing at jiewei. it was fun! there's going to be a special surprise for jiewei tomorrow. he will remember it for life! hahaha... after that, went with william, jiewei, rasul, cass and jj to have dinner at cine food court. cass left after dinner to go home while to guys went on a CS and winning eleven romp at cine e-games but not before going to the arcade for some daytona and ddr actions. william is just like a big kid and he totally remind me of big jamie. (in size and also the kid-ish thingy...) haha!
played winning eleven with william and totally whoop him! haha! well, from a "i'm going to go home early today" remark before we reached town, i ended up going home at 12am. oh gosh! crazy man... but i guess it was a good break for me. haha!well, so did i learn any thing today? of course i did! i am beginning to understand how papa God actually thinks! He wants to give me the best and the most enjoyable things that i like to me but that cannot become a lifestyle for me. i really enjoy going to town and just hanging out like today but i understand the call i have on my life and i know that that lifestyle is something that would not be a common feature in my life. once in awhile, papa God will allow me to experience it but not totally soak into it. for me, i understand the love of papa God as He wants me to walk a path that i would not be familiar of. a path that is going to need lots of discipline. He knows that is the best for me and that's what i need in my life. i'm understanding more of His love for me. it might be painful and tough at times but i know that it's those times that is going to make me stronger and better. i am looking forward to the day where He will say "yes! you can go" to me... i love You papa God!
anyway, something that i realised about human beings. we can be quite sensitive sometimes when we are in the midst of some misunderstandings. we tend to want to know whether the other person is saying anything bad behind our backs. it's human but i also know it's because of past experiences that have not been dealt with, pains not healed and hurts and anger not released, that is bringing this aspect of human being out. i thank papa God for always being there and allowing us to bring all those bad experiences, pains, hurt and anger to Him. He can heal us and will heal us. that's the assurance that i always get from papa God.
So You Would Come
Come to the Father
Though your gift is small,
Broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Ev'rything was done
So you would come.
Before the world began,
You were on His mind.
And ev'ry tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son,
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.
Nothing you can do,
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done,
Could make Him close the door.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son.
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Everything was done
So you would come.
this song by darlene zschech totally capture the love of papa God to His children. papa God wants us to go to Him and give everything to Him. i love this song and it's one of the favorite worship song that i love to sing. so i hope that even as you read this entry, all the pains,anger, hurts and bad experiences will be given to papa God and you can be free from all the insecurity...
Though your gift is small,
Broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Ev'rything was done
So you would come.
Before the world began,
You were on His mind.
And ev'ry tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son,
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.
Nothing you can do,
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done,
Could make Him close the door.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son.
Ev'rything was done,
So you would come.
The power of the Word,
The power of His blood,
Everything was done
So you would come.
this song by darlene zschech totally capture the love of papa God to His children. papa God wants us to go to Him and give everything to Him. i love this song and it's one of the favorite worship song that i love to sing. so i hope that even as you read this entry, all the pains,anger, hurts and bad experiences will be given to papa God and you can be free from all the insecurity...
Quote Of The Day
be healed or stay in pain, hurt and anger. up to you to choose.
be healed or stay in pain, hurt and anger. up to you to choose.
