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Tuesday, February 02, 2010

sound of waves

ever heard the sound of waves when you're down? seems like it's constantly talking to you and everything it's saying is "it's okay". that's why I love coming to the coast. it never fails to give me peace and a good quietness that's always assuring. (:

I'd been thinking alot. alot alot. I just don't know how long I can hold on for. I can't bear to see her like that. it's killing me. tell me what to do. please please.




Monday, February 01, 2010

the real thing

it happened today when i was out with her.
suddenly it just came.
without warnings and signs like the past.
i couldn't remember much.
just that she was with me.
it hurts so much.
till i had to stop and ask her to go ahead.
this is going to be my life.
this is how it's going to look like.