long long long saturday...

it was a long long long long saturday... woke up at 6.45am to get to church and settle some stuff before going to marina south for our soccer tournament. bought bread for the team but left it in church. got to marina south and distributed the jerseys to the players. 1st match started at 10am and we lost 1-0. we won the second, third, fifth match and drew the fourth and sixth match. in the quarter-finals, we won on penalty after a 0-0 draw and then went on to win the semi-finals 2-0. In the finals, it finished 0-0 at the end of normal time and it was down to penalty to decide the champions. we missed 2 penalties and they scored 2 penalties and we lost. we ended up first runner up but went beyond expectations.

well, on the outside, it looks like quite a feat for a day but for me... it totally suck! don't ask me why because i just think it sucks! sat soccer? forget it...

medal?

well i guess in the end, it all about me me me me me me me me me me me me me! i want, i want, i want... play this, play that... i don't want to put this in, i don't want to put that in. it's all crap! whatever it is, i'm just pissed today. i have my "off" days too... it's human... when you give someone the liberty to do something, they just take it and think they are the one... oh well... enough of soccer. don't want to let it take my joy away. not worth it. not worth working my butt off... emotions getting overboard...

went back to church after soccer to join some YA dinner. enjoyed myself so much there than soccer... totally found the joy that i need so much after soccer. found it and enjoyed myself. had nice nasi lemak, satay and drinks. totally satisfying. this is the good moment of today. oh well... i'm so so so tired now. don't want to think about anything now...

Quote Of The Day
whatever it is, don't let your emotions rule you...