a fast day... really fast...

well... today's gonna be short. woke up at 12pm without first throwing my handphone to a corner due to its irritating snooze alarm. haha... that's the first time that i actually did that. wondered what came over me? tired-ness?

once again, thursday was a stay home day with lots of quietness accompanying her. i'm starting to get into this routine of having quietness in my life on a regular basis. i guess it's important. need it so much for my well-being and my spirit. i'm enjoying this "spiritual" time. spent some time reading and then did some adjustment to my lappy. by the time i was done, it was time to leave for sim lim. went to check out the price of external harddisks. expensive expensive but i need one. gonna pray for one. met jh, ben and jason for dinner at ps after a full roam of sim lim.

dinner was at carls junior. had a gigantic burger, some chilli fries and lots of diet coke. (thank You papa God for free flow diet cokes!) after dinner entertainment was a walk around ps and then proceeding to jason's house to watch tokyo drift. (third time i'm watching it! jh and ben haven't watch it so no choice.)

ben and jh @ jason's house

spent some time in the arcade of ps watching people play arcade games and stuff. realised how money-wasting and time-wasting it is. how could someone spend such precious life-time playing arcade? most of the people that i saw was working adults that's in their late 20s. that's the curse of satan on the generations. He wants to make people busy. keeping them at work late so often that when you're free to leave the office early, you don't know what to do. you start roaming the streets and get into this whole feeling of loneliness and lostness. that's why people go clubbing after work because they are afraid that the moment they reach home, the quietness and emptiness will kill them. purposes in life just doesn't exist. the whole cycle of life just becomes normal. live your life and die and that is it! the whole joy of life the way a child have doesn't exist anymore because people are so hurt and filled with so much pain. they start hiding their true self, becomes wary of people, suppressing the child within themselves which desires to be freed and slowly they get consumed by their own desires. desires to be rich, desires to have things, desires to be in the status club of society. here i am not just talking about people not from church but even christians that grew up in church becomes like that when they lose focus of the life purposes that papa God have given them. don't go down that path because it's painful! i'd gone down there many many times and i know how painful it is. move away from that place. stay in the path that papa God have given you. trust me, life will be more fulfulling, exciting and enjoyable that way. life should be exciting! but exciting not in the sense where sex is a constant feature in it. a exciting life comprises of a daily discovery of yourself and for me, a daily discovery of papa God and receiving of revelations from Him. know yourself. it's important...

anyway, back to the day. jun had reg and jeannie over at her house for dinner and a fordue party! only managed to have one mashmellow. oh well... good for my well-being. left for home at 11.45pm to safely not miss our last bus. it sucks missing the last bus and worst still, you see it leaving. not a good feeling. not at all...

well... you'll ask me how did i get all these theories about life and why is it so much "christian-nised" (if there is such a term). firstly, i'm a christian! secondly, i'll tell you that i lived long enough to know it and also because i bother to process many things that i see and all this i learn also because of the relationship that i have with papa God. i have learnt to always ask papa God what He wants to tell me everyday. it grows out of a love for papa God and He always wants to share secrets about life to His childrens. it is always important to not just live life as it is but to discover it. discovering it will make it more fun and happening. i hope that in your reading of my blog, your thoughts about life will be stirred and the way you live your life will be challenged. i'm not here to tell you that you need Jesus in your life (although i'm willing to share more with you if you want to) but to use this blog to challenge you to know the precious-ness of your life through the daily happenings of my life. so yea, live your life without regrets will be what my old man will tell me and i have come to know the importance of it. so it's totally up to you to choose.

oh man... it's another long one in the end. guess it's the joy of writing. once i start, i can't stop. hope you have enjoyed yourself till this point.

Quote Of The Day
Life: don't just live it. discover it and enjoy it.